message from dad

My father left a message in my blog on QQ (QQ the same like MSN/Live and popular in China).

He said he miss me and hope I know how to protect myself without him. It seems in his eyes I am will never grow up.

Tears....we never talked to each other so often, but we both understand the father-daughter relationship is full with love and understanding.

He is the guy would like to spend more time in career than family, and would like to be silent instead of saying something romantic or meaningless.

Traditional Chinese father and daughter is this way…But I know he loves me, though he never said so.

What a lovely dad, what a meaningful message, what a great distance for this father-daughter relationship to grow...

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Everytime feeling teary, the song 叶子 by 阿桑 will be the only song played in my media player.


It probably will bring more tears, but why not?


叶子


阿桑


叶子　是不会飞翔的翅膀


翅膀　是落在天上的叶子


天堂　原来应该不是妄想


只是我早已经遗忘


当初怎么开始飞翔

＊孤单　是一个人的狂欢


狂欢　是一群人的孤单


爱情　原来的开始是陪伴


但我也渐渐地遗忘


当时是怎样有人陪伴

＃我一个人吃饭旅行　到处走走停停


也一个人看书写信　自己对话谈心


只是心又飘到了哪里


就连自己看也看不清


我想我不仅仅是失去你

重唱　＃,＊,＃,＃

叶子　是不会飞翔的翅膀


翅膀　是落在天上的叶子

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Looking forward to the Holy Sunday…:)

Rain for a reason

It was at noon, on Manoa campus, I was walking from class to library as usual.


Rain just polled down from no where, and all of the sudden.


My habit of bringing an unmbrella seems useful now, though it hasn't been using for a while.




There was a lady walking the same direction as I did.


"Go and share the umbrella with her!" Yes, why not?


So I step up, and put my umbrella on her head and shoulder, with the sweetest smile to show my friendly intention.


Thanks, she said.


My pleasure! Where are you heading for?


Library. And you? Thank you for the umbrella.


Oh, me too! I did nothing.




Nothing great happening, nor did I share any gospel with her.


But it's a joyful story, in this "who cares?" world, for Jesus does cares.

Holy Spirit Retreat

Everything starts from the retreat. Being in presence of God and sinking myself in the light of Heaven are such a cheerful experience to do as a baby Christian.




I used to wondering why God hides from human, but now, while He is disclosing His smiling face to me, I understand that it's not Him hiding from us, it's us running away from Him!




It starts from Holy Spirit Retreat, starts from being baptized by Holy Spirit, starts from the truth revealing.




Love, Peace…and Power.

Fun in Chinese series finally finished

Hope the publisher will approve the book soon.
We were told it would take forever to review and marketing.
Should have suggetsted Hazel to publish at lulu.com.
Didn't do that for the name of the company sounds like my own company, or my relatives'.

It's always fun to work, learn, have fun and get paid. Too bad I finish the work fast than we thought. =(
share one of the cover pages here: (it is not the final cover. Changed lots for the resource picture copyright. Try to make everything original.)


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everything is Good for health

From C:

"Everything is good for health."

True.

Since we are with a positive attitude, nothing is bad for health.

From S:

凡事感激，


感激傷害你的人，因為他磨練了你的心志


感激欺騙你的人，因為他增進了你的智慧


感激中傷你的人，因為他砥礪了你的人格


感激鞭打你的人，因為他激發了你的鬥志


感激遺棄你的人，因為他教導了你該獨立


感激絆倒你的人，因為他強化了你的雙腿


感激斥責你的人，因為他提醒了你的缺點

Bingo!

It is not easy to practise in real life and our mouth & action are always faster than mind.

Appreciation is a life long lesson, for a healthy life. =)

From R:

You got a teacher, whose name is Jesus Christ.

You got a most powerful assistant, who is called Holy Spirit.

Yes, I learned that, just now, I felt I am attatched to it.

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Friends and parents, faith and love...Good Lord.

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Don't complain.

A freind told me that I need to complain.

I was also told that I was always positive behaving and that's not a normal person supposed to be.

Do I need that?

Complaint is not a great thing, as far as I can understand.

Gossip is even worse.

I didn't mind people's complaining to me, for the imperfection of human being.

Also sometimes, people's complaint helps with my behave, for all what they were complaining about were all marked as the things I could not do.

In othe word, being a good listener is a way of learning the perfection.

Friend's suggesiton is good for health and

Obviously, with an appreciative heart, with a "everything is good for health" attitude, we don't need to complain.

Compaint is not the solution. but HS is.

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Concubines

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It is originally from 胡星斗 , 中国的吏治与官德危机 . (2007). Translated by Ross & Lulu.

There is a list of official's names and a "national concubines' competition" online, and here is that list in detail:
原江苏省建设厅长徐其耀拥有 146 位情妇，获得数量奖；
*Xu Qiyao, the former construction superintendent of Jiangsu province had 146 concubines and received the "amount award".
原重庆市宣传部长张宗海在重庆的五星级饭店，包养漂亮未婚女大学生 17 人，获
得素质奖 .
*Zhang Zonghai, the former minister of the Publicity Department in Chonquing city, who had 17 beautiful unmarried female college students in a five-star hotel received the "quality award".
原海南省纺织局长李庆善撰写性爱日记 95 本，保持性爱物证 236 份，获得学术奖。
Li Qingshan, formerly of the textile bureau in Hainan province wrote a 96 volume sexual dary and kept 236 examples of material evidence received the "academic award"
原安徽省宣城市委副书记杨枫，运用 MBA 知识管理七名情妇，获得管理奖；
*Yang Fen, the former Vice Secretary of the Municipal Party in Xuancheng city, Anhui province who arranged 7 concubiines with his MBA knowledge and received the "management award"
原福建省周宁县委书记林龙飞，召集 22 名情妇举办群芳宴并选出最美者，荣获团
结奖；
*Lin Longfei, the former secretary of the Municipal Party in Zhouning Town, Fujian province, who arranged a beauty contest among his 22 concubines received the "unity award"
原湖南省通信局局长曾国华向五名情妇保证，六十岁之前每人每周性生活三次，
荣获干劲奖。
*Zeng Guohua, the former chief of the Hunan Communication Bureau who promised his 5 concubines he would make love to each of them 3 times a week received the "vigor award"

FW:idevcisoekh -- Miss Snew

转自好友, 喜欢这纯熟的文笔和自省的性格.

自认为还是比较有勇气的，有些事敢说敢做敢承担，要好过average的女的。而且在有勇气的女的里面，我算比较善良的，比average的要善良。而且在善良勇敢的女的里面，我又还算不太傻的，比average的不傻。




像我这么好的一个女的，为什么还会有伤心的时候呢？心里像有团什么东西绞得紧紧的，也不疼，就是一阵阵难受。别跟我说女人就该楚楚动人。我不爱听。我不要我楚楚动人。我瘦了，我不能放任自己不健康不漂亮下去。我要大声唱歌，管他谁谁在听。不管谁打电话来我都不要带着哭腔阴阳怪气地讲话，如果人家是随便打打，我就笑哈哈，如果人家是心情不好给我打，我就安慰人家。我要少上点网，不能让自己在没用的信息里淹死。我戒严好几天了，要把严钱拿去买冰爽茶。我要睡得早一点，而且还不做梦不梦见啥啥。做一切事包括睡觉的时候我都要掌握分寸，不要老像嗑了药似的要么没精神要么太亢奋。我还要学会原谅自己。人一定要学会原谅自己，欣赏自己做对了的，原谅做错的。否则的话就会有Sarah医生那么严重的黑眼圈。性格和工作也要分开，工作中一定要很职业，千万不能一不小心就跟学生跟那耍愤青，以为自己是在新东方。遇到超级无敌大流氓的时候，记得要节省口水和力气。家里打电话来的时候一定要耐心，有下床气也要克服，一定要把老太太哄得安心，而且尽量不撒谎。洗澡的速度要学着快一点。晾衣服的时候要记得翻过来晾。有人好心劝诫的时候一定要发自肺腑地感激，如果被人戳到痛处，那也是关心你，要一边感激一边说没事的，好让人家放心。如果实在需要哭鼻子的话，千万别在晚上睡觉前，因为现在有工作了，白天需要出去见人。还有就是，真不喜欢就不要逼自己喜欢，真的爱就不要劝自己忘记。